Confused

In the military, you simply move on. Everyone is essentially the same but the location is different. This is not the same in my current situation. My brain is struggling with this and can no longer navigate through a
Mountainous terrain. Send a mountain guide and further assistance. I’m positive I’ve encountered this crap in the past. But to be honest, the military had a way of
Placing the right people in the right location and time regardless if they were the right person for The above
Mentioned scenario. Those times were much simpler. I don’t miss the bullshit but I do miss the people. Perhaps this is where I’m supposed to internalize these
Feelings,
But
From experience, that thought process is bullshit and provides zero value to a reasonable decision making adult. I’m super salty but
I think I’ve earned it.