Disgruntled Hulk

What am I doing, really

What is the value of working so hard for an organization that states they value the veteran but in reality you are a number regardless of veteran status? Is the value solely for the organization in an effort to “check the block” and tell congress they employ x number of vets? Every month, every week,Continue reading “What am I doing, really”

Passed Over for Promotion

I have been passed over for promotion in all positions (military and civilian). Which is super common to all job seekers. This isnt a new phenomenon. I know millions that have come before me have experienced the same thing. This gives me a series of emotions from “hey, fuck them-cool I’ll do better next time-IContinue reading “Passed Over for Promotion”

Professional Graduation

I’m laying in bed, reflecting on todays professional events. I did not complete one item on my to do list. After the subject came up/topic after topic/random occurrence requiring research/overall, items requiring significant attention. Random, yet valid, and odd emails came into my inbox which led to additional phone calls further leading to well writtenContinue reading “Professional Graduation”

Confused

In the military, you simply move on. Everyone is essentially the same but the location is different. This is not the same in my current situation. My brain is struggling with this and can no longer navigate through aMountainous terrain. Send a mountain guide and further assistance. I’m positive I’ve encountered this crap in theContinue reading “Confused”

Anxiety

I don’t like this feeling. I hate it. I hate feeling guilty, worried, or somewhat concerned about shit that has happened or may happen? Regardless of the subject, the thought process comes with some weight to it. Like geometry, there is a “given” incorporated into the problem. And I associate essentially every feeling as aContinue reading “Anxiety”